Take my dress, for instance. I have long been convinced that I wanted a shorter dress, and had specifics in mind.
But then I went and actually tried on dresses, and while I found one that was tea-length and adorable, it failed to convince me that it was all I'd ever wanted in a wedding dress. Or dress I'll be wearing to my reception. Or whatever you would call it.
So I tried on long dresses, and found a couple I liked, but still nothing that I wanted to take home with me.
So here I am, with only a little more than two months ahead of me, at a sort of impasse with myself. On one hand, I'm really whatever about my dress. I will wear it once and then pretty much be done with it. It seems silly to spend a lot of time stressing out about it.
But, on the other hand, it really does matter to me. I want to look absolutely beautiful. I want to look back on that day and feel the vivacity and loveliness of that day.
I want a skirt that is knee-length, to avoid sweatiness and show of my stems. But then I want that is long and A-line and will swirl out around me when I dance.
Do you see my problem? Too conflicted.
Let's not even discuss the veil.
But at least I'm positive about the groom.
